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Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

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March 21st, 2006 (06:16 pm)
current mood: tired
current song: rock a by baby

well, today was Loooooong. And it's still going ooooooonnnnnnnn.

5:30am up to set up the breakfast at this damnable hotel. I sat and stared off into space/the internet for a while, but mostly did nothing. I also only had one cup of tea this morning. First mistake of the day. Two usually wakes me up pretty good. Three is bliss. *note to self: must steal lots of tea from the motel before I leave. I love the stuff they have here*

then I showered (Yay for being clean!) and dropped off my overdue movies here in town before heading off to Waterloo to my new job. At a mr. movie. *giggles* I got into work and clocked in. The first thing I heard was the voice of our beloved president at his press conference "Marraige is between a man and a woman, this is what I believe" *cringe* and *dies inside* I hate that man with a passion that I have never felt before in my life. Proceed to work. While checking in new movies (porn) the manager D. and I start joking around and he figures out I like girls. I thought he already knew, when I figured out he didn't I was afraid he'd kind of freak out, but far from it. He starts joking around with me about that. And about my friend Mike who works there. (he's uberstraight. But it's so much fun to call him a closet case that I just can't resist.) I think D. and I will get along really well. I got lots of work and learning about things done. D. is way impressed with how quick I'm learning and told me I'd be pretty much on my own next week (he'd be there to supervise but would be working on other things and would be 'invisible') and that next sunday I'd be totally on my own. *is scared*

I also made some phone calls today. Mike has convinced me to go back on my meds. So I made an appointment with my old pdoc. The receptionist was way surprised to hear from me. I have an appointment with him on the 8th. Now I'm freaking out about this appointment. I'm really nervous about going back. And I don't really want to be medicated. So I'm scared. I'd been doing stellar on my goal of not biting my nails. That has gone to shit between the pdoc and being by myself at mr movie. Even though I know I'll be fine I'm still nervous.

Made more calls about apartments. No one is ever going to call me back, are they? Well I'll be able to stay in this apartment untill they get someone new totally trained. And that'll take a while. So as long as I'm putting in night hours here I'll have a place for me and the 'kids' to stay. (the kids are the snake and hedgehog)

I got a call today from a girl who sounded about my age asking about the job in the paper. She told me that she was looking for a job because she had to. She was on gov. assistance and the DHS people were making her get a job. She has an 8month old and is pregnant again. *wants to rip out her uterus through the phone* She's planning on quitting as soon as she can anyway. Yeah, tell that to the person you're trying to get a job from, short bus. People are stupid.

story from the motel, not part of the day in the life of me episode:today, it's from episode:Sunday.
On Sunday the idiots in 110 (or 109 depending on which week of bitching of mine you are following) Threatened and harassed a pizza delivery girl. These are big, scary looking, dominating construction guys. These guys scare me even on a good day, and that poor girl thought she was going to get raped. I kicked them out. Called the owners, called the cops, told them don't let the door hit your ass on the way out, and charged them for the night because it was after noon. the owners were upset that I kicked them out. A. the owner, came in today and gave me a talking to about guest relations and said that I should have let them stay. I say fuck that. They're assholes and I was not about to be in the same building with them all night if they were acting that way.

I'm now back at the hotel for the night. I don't have to work anywhere tomorrow during the day, so I'm tempted to sleep. But I may just force myself to get up and be productive. Yes, productivity is good!!

I've been wearing short sleeves the last few days. I've been wearing long sleeves all winter and even a bit before, mostly because of scars more than cold. I feel oddly naked without long sleeves even though barely any skin is showing. and no scars are visible in these work shirts. (they come down to my elbows, the shirts, not the scars. the scars almost do) I'm happy with myself for refusing to give in and wear long sleeves. Even if it was fucking freezing today.

OH! and happy Vernal Equinox! to everyone!!
I love April. She always makes me feel happy! (april is a person. Not talking about the month)

Mike and I are going to go see Friends Of the Bob and Tom show in Cedar Rapids on the 1st and so I want to go out to dinner with everyone. Stupid me, not thinking called riss and was begging to be able to hang out at her place after dinner till the late show started. The little genius reminded me that Olive Garden does stay open passed 9:30 on Saturday nights. I should really learn to think before getting all worked up. My brain is turning into oatmeal. I need sleep.

I wish I could use my tax refund to buy new eyeglasses. but I have to use it for an apartment. I'm so freakin poor.

*is tired and getting moody* So I'm going to go try and find something to eat now. (tempting to waste money and order in, I MUST RESIST)

I also must find motivation and get some writing done. *smacks self* and now I realize I'm using these damn * stars as much as the damn () parenthesis. And that's getting as bad as my damn comma fetish. ,,,,,,, DAMN. I so need to work on my punctuation skills.

okay, I'm leaving now.

*mwah*

okay, now.

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

political rant

March 15th, 2006 (11:18 pm)
current mood: abandoned by my country
current song: dueling banjos

You know, I hesitated to post this. But wtf, it's my lj. so here it is, cut and pasted from my msn space cause I'm lazy like that. Gah, I've been using my lj to rant an awful lot lately havent I??

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Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

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March 14th, 2006 (05:54 pm)

Well, yay. I've put in my two weeks at the motel. Well, I really did that on the 10th, but whatever. They begged me to stay. I said no. They asked me to stay as long as possible, I said I'd work here until I got a second job, but that Mr. Movie was top priority. They didn't like that so much. But oh well. Then they asked me to ask my friends if they want this job. I thought to myself "as much as I complain about this job they'd run for the hills if I asked them to work here."

So I'm looking for a cheap apartment in waterloo/cedar falls. Not going to well. But hopefully I'll find something soon.

I've decided I MUST be productive tonight. And tomorrow. packing, writing, cleaning, SOMETHING. I'm such a horrid slacker lately. I have a FQF to write for, a challenge to write for. I havent writen much for fanfic100 in months, I've neglected my book (though the wonderful and talented annika is helping me immensly with my writers block. cookie for her) I'm a HORRIBLE author. kick me.

okay, I'm off to be productive. I must be productive tonight. I must I must I must.

oh and before I go, a little realization I had while talking to my friend katy the other day. (a complaint acctually, but whoever reads this lj must be used to my complaining by now.)
I'm single, and bi (though I don't date males, I do have sex with them). Lesbians won't date bi girls, and any bi girls around are the stupid ones that just make out with other girls at parties to impress the boys, or they already have boyfriends. So I'm fucked. Or not, which is really the problem. So *le sigh* I'm going to go pack and contemplate how the fates, or whatever god has decided to fuck with me today, is having a good laugh at my expense.

I'm going to go pack up my elephant collection now. I SWEAR I AM. (this is a big job, I have lots of elephants)

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

Congratulations

March 14th, 2006 (04:36 pm)
current mood: happy for ankh
current song: we are the champions

to my friend ank_the_tank for winning Chain My Heart My Twisted Valentine Challenge! on hpship_add

you rock, ankh!!!

*loves*

(it's the hottest thing ever!! go read it! You Want This ) I melted when I read it.

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

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March 9th, 2006 (08:05 pm)
current mood: scared

I GOT THE JOB AT MR. MOVIE!!!

I'm now an asst. manager there. and they're starting me out at $.50 more an hour than I asked for. I interviewed for the Cedar Bend job today and it went really well.

Now I'm freaking out cause I have to move, and I'm really poor. So now I'm looking for a cheap apartment in waterloo/cedar falls area.

and I have to put in my two weeks here. YAY no more motel!!!

I'm excited and scared.

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

Smut, this is your warning to not read any farther if you have a problem with that.

March 7th, 2006 (10:20 pm)
current mood: horny
current song: HP movie

Who am I kidding, if you read my journal how can you have a problem with smut?? :)

This is in response to the Beautiful and Talented Annika's comment porn that she left me. Because this is not in a comment I will call it a simple five (well, maybe closer to ten) minute fic. Smutty boys wanking, well, really just Ron wanking. I love Ankh, and she's wonderful, so this is for her (errors and all).


Ron sprinted into the prefects bath and slammed and latched the door behind him. He was still in his Quidditch gear and breathing hard, both from the match and the sprint to the bathroom. Ron peeled off his gear and splashed cold water on his face. He leaned against the sink, trying to get his body to listen to reason. The sounds of celebrating Gryffindors floated down the corridor to him, but all he could think of was the weight of the blond Slytherin on top of him. After Harry had caught the snitch Draco had flown into him, knocking both of them off of their brooms. They had been on their way to the ground anyway and only fell about three feet, but Draco had landed on top of him. Sweaty and breathless and smelling of broom sticks and leather padding. Ron groaned thinking about it.

Ron slid his hand down the front of his pants, feeling his erection rubbing the warm cloth. Draco's leg had rubbed Ron, already hardening, as he got up, and that was all it had taken for Ron to have to sprint to the lav to take care of things. Ron pulled his game robes over his head and unbuttoned his pants as fast as he could, freeing himself from the maddening pressure of pants.

Running the ball of his thumb over the head Ron pictured Draco. Draco, hot and sweaty after the match, laying on top of him, even if only for a second. He gripped himself harder, running his hand up and down his shaft, thinking of how it would feel if Draco were doing it. That thought made him groan again, and he thrust his hips forward. He was getting closer, picturing blond hair and pale skin beneath him. A few more strokes was all it took, and with a hoarse grunt Ron came, panting. The image of the Slytherin pinned beneath him still fresh in his mind.


Ps. Most of you know I dislike Ron/Draco almost as much as I dislike Harry/Draco, not quite, but almost. But I know that Ankh adores it, so that's why this is Ron/Draco, even if it's just in Ron's head. :) And yes, I meant the last line to sound like the last line from her fic. I hope you enjoyed it!

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

Thank you!!

March 7th, 2006 (09:52 pm)

This entry is a thank you


THANK YOU to all of my friends. RL and LJ and spaces friends are included. (not that I make a distinction between them, but I wanted to make sure everyone knows that I love them)

I love you all, you all make me feel so much better when RL sucks so bad.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Thank you and I love you *hugs and kisses* for you all!!

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

Update

March 7th, 2006 (09:15 pm)

Well, if you read the post from yesterday this is a follow up. I'm feeling much better today.

Mom apperantly got a neighbor to fix Frannie's tire, so I'll be getting my car back tomorrow. With a fixed tire. YAY. / sarcasm

Mike called me and let me know that the rumor at Mr. Movie is that it's down to me and one other girl (who already works there) for the asst. manager job. That made me feel a bit better.

I had a half day off today so I had time to sleep and to get a little (as in two-three paragraphs) written. I'll write more tonight, but at least I started something.

I get paid friday, and I don't care what it takes I'm getting pot. Larissa's right. I need the stuff to function. I'm a wreck with out it. It really evens out my mood swings. I'll have to call pry four or five people, but I'll get it. Come hell or high water.

I've made the construction guys mad at me *snicker* Office hours end at 11 pm and they were constantly getting calls and calling me for things after 11. So I finally said I wouldn't connect any more of their calls and nothing was getting done for them (unless it was an emergency) after 11. Now they're upset. I laugh at them. And hopefully I've been rude enough to the creepy guy that's been hitting on me that he'll stop and leave me alone.

so all in all a better day. Hopefully tomorrow will go smoothly as well.

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

Stolen from holyrabi

March 6th, 2006 (11:25 pm)
current mood: better than it was

thought this was amusing, so I'm posting it. Just so you know I'm a virgo (the virgin *snicker*) and my birthday is September 22.

CANCER
Great Kisser.
Very high sex appeal.
Great in bed.
Most horny.

PISCES
Caring.
Smart.
Center of attention.
Too Sexy, DAMN IT.
Very high sex appeal.
Has the last word.
Extremely weird but in a good way.
Super good in bed


LIBRA
Very gentle.
Very romantic.
Marriage Material.
Love is one of a kind.
Silly and fun, sweet!
Have own unique sexiness.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
If they were a burrito, they'd have extra gangster sauce all over.
AmAzInG n BeD..!!!

CAPRICORN
Sassy.
Intelligent.
Sexy.
Predict future.
Irrestible, awesome kisser.
Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants.
BY FAR the BEST in BED.

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy.
Sexy.
One of a kind.
Loves being in long-term relationships.
Extremely energetic.
unpredictable.
from the future.
will exceed your expectations.
Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS.


ARIES
Outgoing.
Spontanious.
Not one to fuck with.
Erotic.
Funny.
Take you on trips to the moon in bed.

TAURUS
Aggressive.
Freak in bed.
Rare to find.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Outstanding kisser.
Sexual as fuck.

LEO
Great talker.
Sexy.
Always Horny.
Laid back.
Knows how to have fun.
Is really good at fucking.
Great kisser.
Center of attention.
Outgoing.
Down to earth.
Addictive.
Attractive.
Loud.
Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative.
Not one to mess with.
Rare to find.
Good when found.

VIRGO
Dominant in relationships.
Sexy.
Always horny.
Freak in bed.
Always wants the last word.
Caring.
Smart.
Addictive.
Attractive.
Loud.

SCORPIO
EXTREMELY sexy.
Energetic.
Predict future.
Most erotic.
Freak in bed.
GREAT kisser.
Not one to mess with.
Always get what they want.

SAGITTARIUS
Spontaneous.
Horny.
Freak in Bed.
High sex appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found.
Loves being in long relationships.

GEMINI
Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners.
GOD in bed.
Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out.
Trustworthy.
Always horny.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing.
Funny.

Rhiannon LaBeth [userpic]

warning this is going to be a scattered update

March 1st, 2006 (07:29 pm)
current mood: cheerful
current song: the BEATLES!!

Jeez. Is anyone elses f-list totally taken over by the harry_ron_awards? even if it's not, you should totally go vote!

Today (march 1st) is Self Injury Awareness Day not something everyone is interested in, but it's something that effects me personally, and it's my lj. So there. :P

I've made an extra $40 this week doing laundry for the construction guys staying in the hotel. Thank jebus, cause this was going to be a tight two weeks. It still will be, but not as bad. Thank you construction guys!

Part of the reason $ is so tight is cause I'm using gas to go back and forth to Waterloo every day this week to apply for jobs/see my mike. I've had an interview as an assistant manager at mr. movie and am going tomorrow to the humane society to apply for a job as a kennel assistant. If there is anything I took away from school its how to disinfect a kennel.

(for those of you who don't know I was going to school to be a vet tech(nurse) before I had a breakdown and failed out.)

I've been in a good mood today, why I'm not sure, but I am.

I've been a horrid person and havent been replying to many people on my f-list who've been posting, and I still need to email april back. and I havent talked to amber in ages and ages. I need kicked. Here is my apology to you all.

The housekeeper I don't like overheard a convo between me and my friend kathy (also a housekeeper here) and told my bosses I'm applying for jobs elsewhere. So now they're concerned I'll quit on them. I'd totally give them at least two weeks if I quit. But now if they freak out and hire someone else and fire me I'll be homeless as well as jobless. Grr *kicks her* wish me luck finding a couple decent jobs.

and if I do find a job I'll be sleeping in my car for a couple weeks till I find an apartment, cause I'd rather spork out my own eyes than stay with my mom again. I love her. But she drives me fucking crazy.

In other news:
I want mira to come back from france cause I'm really horny and want to have lots of sex with her. (even though I've had good sex recently. Maybe I should just call him.)

My black eye is almost gone.

mom still hasn't gotten rid of that damn puppy.

I'm tired of working 17 hour days.

I'm just tired.

um, and not much else.

YAY for frannie's brakes being fixed, cause now I can actually drive long distances, and even more yay to new brake cables on friday, and a hugeass YAY for being able to stop without dying.

if anyone knows of anyplace in Waterloo, IA that I can donate plasma let me know! That would help the finances muchly, and driving to CR every week kind of defeats the purpose.

It's HUMPDAY! half way through the week! not that that means much to me, I work all weekend, but it may mean something to you all, especially those of you in school!

and I think I'm out of things to say.
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yep, out of things to say.

*loves* for you all!!!