I'm overusing the word dude. Mostly because I've been pretty much totally baked since Friday at 6pm. I got in touch with my good friend Greg and he got me some good pot. I got totally wasted on friday, and on Saturday. Gred helped on Friday, Mike came over and helped on Saturday. And then last night Greg and Blain (his girlfriend) came over and I was too retarded to do anything but sit and stare. I was still stoned when I went to work at Mr. Movie this morning.
Now that I have pot again I couldn't help myself. But now to be 'responsible' and ration my drug usage. *sigh* dude.
I'm really tired and sore, but mentally I'm okay. I think THC kills my psycosis. well, maybe not, but it's fun to pretend. Okay dudes and dudettes, a report. I started at Mr. Movie, and am working fairly regular hours there now, and I'm learning pretty quickly. I was planning to move to waterloo and get settled in and then get another job. I came to an epiphany the other day, why not have a second job that comes with an apartment?! (okay, I may have been high) Since my bosses are so up in arms about keeping me here I decided to use that as leverage and am now negotiating more managable hours and a lower salary. I'll still be working hella lots, but I'll be able to get some of my damn debt paid. Fucking YAY, dudes. Maybe I can dig myself out of this hole yet.
Dudes, I'm weirdly optimistic about things.
I'm writing a little more, still not as much as I'd like, but I'm getting there. I'm going to see the pdoc on the 8th. Happy now mike??! and hopefully they'll bend to my demands and I'll have two jobs and an apartment and still have my tax return money so I can get some new glasses! *crosses fingers and beats of pessimism with a big-ass bud*
It's so weird for me to be this happy and optimistic. Hah, modern medicine, I don't need your anti-psycotics, I just need hella lots of weed!
I love you all so much!! My f-list kicks ass!
ankh_definition you are too sweet for words. You rock to the tenth degree and are soooo brilliant you make me jelous. Too freakin cute. I'm so glad I found you here on lj. My very first lj friend.
anyothergirl415 I am way jealous of your new girlfriend. *cries* You are the nicest girl, and always so helpful and adorable, and the most kick ass beta anyone could ever ever ask for!
coontailblue Larissa, you are just the bestest. You have helped me through some terrible times. I owe you big, kid. You'll make the best VT ames has ever seen. You totally deserve to get that kick ass job!
ellieet you are a terrific author and are just a sweet sweet girl. You always say things that make me giggle and all of your posts and comments make me smile!!
foxfirejesus I owe you big too, buddy. Thank you so much for everything you do for me. I appreciate you so much, and am way to jealous of you for it to be healthy. You are a genius, and you and miss riss deserve each other so much!
jadzialove Another sweetheart to add to the list. And you share my love of RD and George/Harry. I may have to start stalking your lj. :P
kaalee This is the most kind hearted person you would ever want to meet! Kaalee, you are a great teacher, and a great person. (and I have to gain access to your home to steal those chairs) You are just *squee* worthy. And your fanfics are my crack.
lily_michelle I have to say this: OMGSOCUTE. Only you could make me HAVE to use lj gibberish to describe you. hyper and adorable, and just the nicest girl ever, you is teh cute. I want to hug you *squishes* and you owe me a snog.
qehndrah I feel so lucky that I've met you, and I'm so excited to see you in june. You and pookie are the cutest couple ever!
theobijedi almost as cool as your sister :P but just as sweet.
I less than three you all!!!